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General, Personal
Beep-Beep-Boop-Beeeeeep
Ok, not I REALLY need a mysterious benefactor to send me to see this! I’m not lying people!!!
Tommy Tallarico, video game music composer, Guild leader (No, not WoW) and video game television show host has created Video Games LIVE! You take great game soundtracks of yesterday and today, have a symphony play them, throw in [...] -
General, Personal, Uncategorized
Suicide For The Holidays! Nom nom nom
12.05.08 | Permalink | 2 CommentsBefore you even ask, NO! I’m not in that bad of a way. That out of the way, I do see why the holidays have such a high suicide rate or at least a much higher amount of people contemplating it. It’s rough out there without the one you love. It’s so odd. I spent [...]
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General, Motivation, Personal
The Highs, The Lows, The Smiles and The Woes
I was going to stop writing about this topic for UltimateSteve.com as I am tired, really tired, of putting this out there. I feel like I am just whining over and over and not moving on. I know that isn’t the case. I do know that things take time. Maybe I’m putting this here for [...]
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Food, General, Motivation, Personal, Vote, news
Separation of Heart and Mind
Ok, so I went out with MB this past weekend and I just can’t get stressing about her out of my brain. I know how you’re supposed to be “It’s no big deal” and all that. It actually isn’t a big deal but I have that nagging “Does she like me?”, “What if she doesn’t [...]
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General, Motivation, Personal
The SPARK
I went out for lunch today with a beautiful lady. As posted earlier I don’t usually date women my age. Not that I like YOUNG girls just usually about 5 years younger than I am. That is not on purpose it’s just the way it has been. Now this one, she is 37… my age [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Upsilon: Hmm… She Said No (Now What?)
Well, I am experiencing something for the first time in memory tonight, rejection. It’s a very odd sensation. I never really thought about it but I guess I don’t get told ‘no’ very often, for whatever reason. Maybe I’m relatively good at what I am doing or maybe I always have had a good sense [...]
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Motivation
Tau: What Chu Waiting For?
“…wonders why it always feels like I’m waiting for something?” is a query that MissAttitude, a burgeoning new friend of mine, posted on Plurk. It made me think of what I am, what we all are waiting for. Even though it seems like we are all rush, rush, rush, it seems to me that we [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Sigma: Getting Back Up
This weekend is about getting back up, dusting myself off and get it going again. “What the hell are you talking about, UltimateSteve?” Calm down, I’m getting to that. Sheeesh! I posted a while back in post EPSILON about my social anxiety and self-worth problems with trying to meet new people of the female persuasion, [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Pi: Plastic Fantastic
Alright, what the hell does he mean by “Plastic Fantastic”?
How good of you to ask. Let me explain.
Well, what you know so far is that I am single again (God I HATE that song.) and dipping my toe back into the dating scene. What you may not know is that I am here in the [...] -
General, Motivation, Personal
Omicron: World Of Firsts
Wow! That’s really all that I can say. I have FINALLY gotten off my keester and started living a bit. With all that has happened I have found the need to do new things so that I don’t turn the corner and see ‘her’ in everything. (Even though I do anyway.) To that end I [...]
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