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Suicide For The Holidays! Nom nom nom
12.05.08 | Permalink | 2 CommentsBefore you even ask, NO! I’m not in that bad of a way. That out of the way, I do see why the holidays have such a high suicide rate or at least a much higher amount of people contemplating it. It’s rough out there without the one you love. It’s so odd. I spent [...]
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General, Motivation, Personal
The Highs, The Lows, The Smiles and The Woes
I was going to stop writing about this topic for UltimateSteve.com as I am tired, really tired, of putting this out there. I feel like I am just whining over and over and not moving on. I know that isn’t the case. I do know that things take time. Maybe I’m putting this here for [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Is It The End, The Beginning Or Something Else Entirely?
I’m hoping that this will not just be a rambling musing. I have a lot going on inside me as the divorce was final this past Monday. It was the first time I have seen Kristen since mediation back in May. I didn’t want to see her really. I guess I just didn’t want this [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Psi: How Much?
How much before you say “Enough is enough”? I don’t necessarily mean in a relationship but in all aspects of your life. A week or so ago in the club my boss had some sort of bug up his ass for me and I still don’t know why. I have two possibilities off the top [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Upsilon: Hmm… She Said No (Now What?)
Well, I am experiencing something for the first time in memory tonight, rejection. It’s a very odd sensation. I never really thought about it but I guess I don’t get told ‘no’ very often, for whatever reason. Maybe I’m relatively good at what I am doing or maybe I always have had a good sense [...]
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Personal
Epsilon: Alone In A Crowd
Ok, here’s the deal. As some of you know, I am in the process of being single again for the first time in 11 years (Anniversary is this Thursday). Now this isn’t voluntary. I planned on being with Kristen this side of forever so I find myself at a loss.
That being said, I have passed [...]
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