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General, Motivation, Personal
My Kingdom For A Rudder
12.24.08 | Permalink | 2 CommentsNot exactly sure where that title came from but it is relevant, sans the boating reference. It really stems from a “lost” feeling. Last week I went back into depressed mode. Drank too much when I went out. On work nights, I spent my whole day just slugging around the house with no motivation whatsoever. [...]
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General, Personal, Uncategorized
Suicide For The Holidays! Nom nom nom
12.05.08 | Permalink | 2 CommentsBefore you even ask, NO! I’m not in that bad of a way. That out of the way, I do see why the holidays have such a high suicide rate or at least a much higher amount of people contemplating it. It’s rough out there without the one you love. It’s so odd. I spent [...]
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General, Motivation, Personal
The Highs, The Lows, The Smiles and The Woes
I was going to stop writing about this topic for UltimateSteve.com as I am tired, really tired, of putting this out there. I feel like I am just whining over and over and not moving on. I know that isn’t the case. I do know that things take time. Maybe I’m putting this here for [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Is It The End, The Beginning Or Something Else Entirely?
I’m hoping that this will not just be a rambling musing. I have a lot going on inside me as the divorce was final this past Monday. It was the first time I have seen Kristen since mediation back in May. I didn’t want to see her really. I guess I just didn’t want this [...]
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Motivation, Personal
Psi: How Much?
How much before you say “Enough is enough”? I don’t necessarily mean in a relationship but in all aspects of your life. A week or so ago in the club my boss had some sort of bug up his ass for me and I still don’t know why. I have two possibilities off the top [...]
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Personal
Phi: Mutants! Mutants EVERYWHERE!
I’ve been doing some single’s type things lately as someone in my situation is prone to do. I must say that as I am one of “the rejected”, I didn’t realize how… dire, for lack of a better word, the situation is. Now this may sound mean, maybe it’s just because I am looking for [...]
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