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Psi: How Much?

09.02.08 | Comment?

How much before you say “Enough is enough”? I don’t necessarily mean in a relationship but in all aspects of your life. A week or so ago in the club my boss had some sort of bug up his ass for me and I still don’t know why. I have two possibilities off the top of my head. 1. He’s been messing with a girl @ work and he’s been jealous lately. 2. I have been overstepping my bounds as a DJ talking about fines and such. (Of course most of that was directed at “his girl” so I still think it’s a jealousy thing.) Either way, he was being quite a D-bag. Kinda miffed @ me one night and out and out ignoring me the next and hinting that my job was on the line. I was really close to walking out the door and leaving them hanging on a Friday night potentially costing them thousands. Obviously I didn’t. However, I don’t like what I’m doing and that just about pushed me over the edge.

As far as on the relationship side of things, I am moving on. I wish I wasn’t. I still love Kristen though I’m not sure why and I KNOW she doesn’t deserve it. She has nmoved on. Hell, she did that before she even left. You know, with fucking another guy and all. Now I don’t have someone else. I have been dating and having fun but that’s all I want right now. She really fucked me up as far as trust goes. But I think it’s finally time for me to go and figure out my next moves. There are still some things, thoughts and feelings holding me back but I am tired of all this. I guess that’s how much I can take.

What about you? How much can you take? What does it take for you to make a change? Drop your stories and the comments or in an email. Let me know.

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