Oh hope, why hast thou forsaken me?!?!

Well, it was bound to happen. I was kind of into this certain lady and I thought things were going in a good direction. Not really even dating but flirting a lot and escalating fairly well and then…. BOOM! She tells me about this guy that makes her feel like a school girl. At first I thought she meant me but then she kind of drifted away so I’m pretty sure it wasn’t. Hehe. Now don’t get me wrong there are others that have blown me off and those I have as well but this was the first one since I started opening myself up again that has bothered me. Obviously, I’m not crushed. I have nothing left to crush. Not gonna open myself up that far ever again. (Thanks, Kristen!) I’m ok with that, though. However, I WAS hoping for this one. C’est la vie.